mY heArt hAngS HeAvY

current mood : miserable but not too miserable

hows dat?
i dunno myself..iv owiz col dis phase of mine wher i feel as tho im sepoz to do sumtink important by i din n i cant remembr wat is it so i feel uneasy n unpeaceful as 'lost'. Dis phase i called it LOST. i dun getit often..mebe once a yr? heh..sumtimes it bugged me how ungrateful human can be..by human i mean me..i mean iv evrytink n id want evrytink..but wen i oready hv n gotten evrytink dat i want il fel dat i dun wanit nemore.il want sum otha tinks.burok kn pangai? im gross myself *roll eyes*

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prob sum otha tink dat caused lost is lack of spiritual feed. i tink its tru..im startink 2 get cnfused at wat i want in life *malas pk~nnt sume otey la kn?*..jejagelah kalo timink camni bil tepon pasti nek n zori n mastot wil get calls evry few minits wif me sobbink n cmplainink..hish..cian mreka ;)

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but den again..im startink to fel dat my prinsip of 'malas pk kalo ta perlu' is wronk a bit. its ben my prinsip 4 as long as i can tink n it keeps me care-free n worry-free n hepi. its gud sumtimes so ur head wont get heavy but im startink to fel dat we are given brains to tink rite?

nahh

tink il jez stick to my prinsip

i tink da fud poisonink attackin me is startink to eat up my brain too..n my sleep

*sigh*




roger oud
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p/s : eres sum pix of zori's kunvo..i din get any pic wifhim in robe coz of sum ovrsensitiv melodramatic momentz..i tink i ruined my bfs kunvokesyen day..tho we do luk hepi in da pics. met sum of my clasmates too at da time..