CottON 'n' LineNs

pimpim..

heh i thot of shutting da blog down or privating it. tp xpayahla. heheh..bukannye ade pape yg secret2 pon. i tink la. i want to put up some of my mum's cotton and linens ere. she's selling these kains now. and she's evn learning how to manage her own blog. hehe. sape kate org tua xboleh handle computers? one thing boud my mama, she has owiz been fast. both in learning new stuffs and bertindak. i hope nanti bila dah tua il b like her. stil fast n on track;p


neway here are some of her collections up for sale,
i only select the ones i like to post up here,
for more, click below to go her site,
http://www.1stchampcottonandlinen.blogspot.com/

looksie looksie okie!




Pink and Yellow Petal Prints, Japanese Cotton

V315, 4 metres, RM 110, imported from Japan

ComForTaBLe in SiLencE

today we went for da 4D scan at da hospital (yeah 4D not 3D..i never knew it cn go up to 4)..n we finally get to knw da sex of da bb :)

doc says he's a boi..hehe..n he looked annoyed wen we asked him so many time whether he is sure..i tink by boud da 3rd time my hubby asked, he answered flatly,

"90% sure la..bla bla..btol sure ke x, itu hanye Allah yg tau. tp Die bg kite mate..takkan yg hitam tu kite nk kata putih plak..blabla.."

hehe..lucu la doc nih. Dzuri pon satu..tanye spoloh kali. da 4d scan made it worth da wait (frm 8 to 1030am okay)..n worth da 20 trips to da restroom to pee. i jez pray dat Allah will keep my baby safe n healthy..Amin ;)

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Durink our wait outside da doc's office, we sat wif dis couple. judgink by their way, i ges they'r newlyweds..

boy wer dey loud..n da way dey talk was like dey were on their 4th date or sumtink. excited n cm dibuat2. i cn listen to evry single detail. pasl fesbuk la, pasl kl, name2 kwn dan ahli kuarge..i mean, dey weren't like normal married couples who talked in a hushed whisper, or nudge, or smile genuinely n share private jokes. dey looked fake. ceh pandai je..but truly, dey sounded like me on my 3rd date, hyperexcited n too bubbly.

i didn't say netink to my hubby, wonderink silently boud da couple but suddenly he cuit me wif his feet. i looked up n saw him readink da newspaper but wif a silly smile plastered on his face. i knw he's smilink boud da same thing. n once da couple went inside da doc's room, he whisper-act, repeatink wat da couple was sayink earlier. haha..org dahla tgh tahan kencing.

sumtimes i see old, married couples n wondered how dey look so well.., married n together. i ges its actualy from da way dey talk with each otha n their body language. dey talk but i dun tink dey talk all da time, n not dat animatedly. its more on their body language n gestures to each otha. membebel lovingly, or sayink hrmph..umm..yelaaa.., or fite care comel2 ke, or jez beink quiet but stil look so together. i hope sumday we wil get to dat point of romanticness (ade ke word nih:p), cm atok cine dlm pisau cukor tuh ke..heh..atok2 tue gado comel2 ke..i like how Together it looks :)

weLcominK 2010!

its been a slow start for da new year n kinda lonely for me..
as for my hubby beink busy wif his plant handover,
n my mama n daddy beink far away in pj,
my sis in uk..
my frens all back home in melawati n kl..

imagine welcoming new year in front of da tv,
watching tv3 n waitink for fireworks,
i wish my husband did not hv to work dat nite..sigh

but i ges all dis made me more excited for my baby's arrival mid next year (oops, dis year) and scared too, freaking scared but excited nevertheless :)

i wonder how it'l b wen da lil bumblebee arrives later on. even as for now, im feeling as if im struggling for breath to wait for the wikens to settle my stuffs, such as cleaning da house, sort my clothes n my hubby's, do da laundry, shop for groceries. I imagined it will b totally different once the baby arrives, it must b totally focused on her. or him, dat is..hehe

we'r going for da 3d scan later next week, to see whether its a him ir her :)
and i'm excited, and impatient outta my skin for dat..
evryone around me is hoping for a boy, i dunno y:p
but i dun mind if its a boy or a girl
as long as da baby's healthy :)

MuAL, PeninG dAn MunTaH

urgh..bau ubat gegat is a no-no
ape2 bau bwg dan menumis pon no-no gak
bau lipas? lagila urgh..n da smell is strongest at tingkt 7 city square
really, bau pupcon wyg tu ade mix ngn bau lipas skit2

mkanan?
ape2 yg fevret dlu skan nk pndg pon pk 2kali..apetah lg bau..
lemak cili api udang, butter prwn, rendang n.smbilan
nandos, kfc, fish n chip secret recipe
macademia white choc..
argh sume tammo dh skang
lunchtime je pinink nk makn pe..
kalo kate tamo mkn nanti kene bebel ngn ofismates
bek makan je walopun muke cm nk pg perang

but i ges feelink all dis is worth it bile nmpak da baby bump grow
makin lame makin uncit (cmpor ngn uncit yg sedia hade)
n wif knowin dat later, btambh lg sorg teman idop
xboring lg bile dear hubby gi kije
i cnt imagine wats gona hapen later..
i nevr had da experience taking care of babies
i wnder if i cn b a gud mom like my mama
who cn provide love, gr8 fud, warmth, feelink of security n stil b fun at da same time

KnaPe PeMpuAn SkE waT sALaH mCm Tu?

lately, listenink to my single frens stories makes me thankful dat iv oready met my mr.Right and got married. But it also got me thinking, one day if i have a daughter, how shud i guide n teach her to avoid da no-no guys so she doesn't gets hurt like my frens did? da datink games wil surely b more jungle-like durink her time, judgink frm wat my frens r complainink or cryink about now..

if i hv a son il tel him not to promise or give hope to any girls except for da one he wants to spend his life with

if i hv a daughter i gues il tel her not to biliv anytink a guy ever said, ever. n not to gv him her heart yet. not until he takes her to his mum n talks all da time boud marriage n asked to meet us, her parents. ok, dis is too much..i knw. sigh..


i got dis fren, who wakes her bf up evry single mornink, readialink n redialink to wake him up for clas. who in turn treats her like a sumtimes gf-sumtimes not. at times he acts sweet n caring towards her, and at times hes jez too busy to call n forget all bout her. they'v been wif each otha for years, n wen i asked her if he evr talked bout marriage, she said dey did but it was alwiz jez talk, n he wud joke boud it, "mayb in six years time..", "mayb kalo awk msk pinang sy..", "kalo ade jodoh ade."..all those kind of talk..

wenever she complained to me n my otha frens boud him, i made no point to hide da fact dat i dun like her guy. if he realy cared, he wud hv made it a point to at least listen to her wen shes upset, rite?

i mean, dis is one of da no-no guys..i wnder y sum gurls failed to see dis.

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i hv a list in my head on how to spot a No-No:


#1. dey dun care much boud ur feeling

sumtimes bfs wud do things dat hurt u, be it words or actions. But i tink its easy on how to diffrentiate on whther he realy did care boud u or not. If he really cared he wud work n go out of his way to apologize n have u put da tink behind u, until ur really ok, no matter how long it took to comfort u. Da NO-NOs wil probably throw in a few words (lies) to comfort u, n afta his patience is up, he wud jez ask a bit on whether ur ok or not n jez end da call, wif alasan such as he's tired n othas.

#2. dey don't appreciate much

like my fren's stories above, she wakes him up evriday without fail, beink realy caring. but wen she calls to tel him boud her bad day, her call doesn't get picked up, and afta he did pick up, he cuts her short sayink thers anotha call comink in and he'l call back later, TWICE. wic takes us bck to #1, he din realy care boud her feelinks.

#3. dey use, "kalau ada jodoh, adelah."

dis is wat a NO-NO usually says if sudenly want to get serious n talk boud marriage. it means dey'r not sure yet on wat/who dey want. but dey'r not lettink u go jez yet coz if dey din hapen to find wat/who dey want, dey hv u to fall back on. cruel rite? so, pls eliminate da NO-NOs n make it a better world for evryone.

#4. dey don't really coo, boo n cuddle you like otha couples did

sumtimes dey did say syg, cyg, and acts all carink n gooey-eyed, but its only sumtimes. likes he does it only wen hes in da mud, or like he has an on-off switch for it.

#5. he didn't realy claim dat hes taken

dis is a bit hard to spot coz u wudn't knw wat he does behind u. but sumtimes u can spot if he eyes ur pretty gurlfrens, or if u sudenly looked into his phone n find smses dat r a bit flirtyish.

#6. he doesn't like u going thru his hp or wallet

but dis might b kinda hard to realy see coz dey can jez clear their inboxes n wallets.

i hv a lot more in my head but i cant remember dem now. dis is da result of da list dat iv made wif my gfs and sis (a bit;p)..

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most of da gurls who r stuck wif these NO-NOs r usually too afraid to jez angkat kaki n leave da guy. probably coz they'r scared of making a mistake or wateva, but seriesly gurls shud hv more pride in themselves. dey need to tink of themselves as 'mahal', den guys won't step on them. of coz we shud b lembut n understanding as gurls, but i dun tink jez letting da bfs get their way all da time is lembut and understanding, its jez plain stupid.

NicE moNdaY oWait..

dis is da worst day iv had afta da longest time..
wher cud my cat b? i hate dis..bukan senank nk jage die dr kecik n train her n make her feel like femly..org len senank2 je dtg n curik..shes my fren ol dis while im ere in jb far apart frm frens n femly..n wen dzuri goes to work. n she owiz come sit by my side wen im sad ovr sumtink

shes my marriage present :(
n she waits me at da gate evry single day wen i cm home frm work
i hope shes not stolen..
she cant lose her way..cats r too smart to do dat
i hate dis wonderink n waitink..

if shes stolen..den whoevr u are, mmg hati awk tu penuh ngn taik
curik la puas2..mmg pencurik org yg palink patot kene hukum skali dunie akherat
nyusahkn org je

MiSsinG HomE 'n' LiL BusY Bee

its early mornink saturday n i kinda wish im at my parents' house rite now..i knw dat im ol grown up, married even, but i stil gets homsik. i miss waking up to good bfast smells, n waking up to find dat evryone had woken up n had busied themselvs, gone to pasar, watchin tv or arguing heh

most of all i guess i jez mis my mama
n my daddy
n adik
i pray dat one day we'l ol get to work n liveclose to each otha
i pray dat ol dis travelink araun wil b temporary
i gues wen i first settled ere i cud go bck anytime i want
wenevr i feel down
but its not so easy wen ur not single anymore
thers a lot of otha things dat needs to b thot of
ur not da only one makin decisions

*sigh*

i oso know v well dat ol dis soppy emotions is bcoz of lil' busy bee inside
v tiny but oready racking a lot of mischief ;p
i nevr knew dat i cud get soo hungry n sad n happy at da same time
jez writink boud it made me happier now
i ges il jez focus on u now to get my homsik thots outta my mind